Hello All....

Well Son just got home...it's back to reality....D16 is with D21 now...

I have a question....Doesn't it seem that if they aren't contacting you or showing any signs of even wanting to see you that we're risking losing them for good...I mean when do you start to say something...or do you continue to not say anything...I want so much to tell him I miss him...to tell him I love him....

He is going out of town on Friday with his buddy's and I always tell him to be careful and that I love him....it will seem so weird not to tell him anything...and his birthday is coming up....do I get him a card or anything? I'm not trying to be difficult and SF I hear everything you're saying...I understand really....it's just hard....I seem to do good for a while then bam I right back here again....I could cry at the drop of a pin today....

What do I do from here? Just continue to ignore him and not call him?

This is so damn difficult.....

YR.....where are you????

Last edited by Treese; 07/29/08 08:24 PM.

Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity