How do you deal with the weekends? This is the biggest hurdle for me I think, and I just really can't imagine a weekend without H to come home to. Did you stay indoors through the weekends too?
ITH
I did at first. I didn't want to leave my bedroom. I came home, plopped down on my bed, and only got up to cook.
I have a D12, so thats not real convenient sometimes. It was hard, but I made myself get up. I took a shower, put on clothes, did my hair, did my make up. Went for walks. Found a church I liked, and had a lot of good friends who saw how devasatated I was. One in particular, my BFF Rose, started dragging me out of the house every weekend, even if it was just to her house. That way I wasn't alone.
Friends are imperative during this time. Make plans, and then make yourself go.
(((ITH))) in answer to your name, yes, there is hope.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
