Why would I want to be indifferent and not think about my husband? I am leaving it to God and standing for my marriage. I am happy except for the financial crisis I am working my way through. It is hard to be too happy when you have no vehicle and you are working hard not to lose your house as well. I am content with my life. My sons will be heading to college, one for his senior year and one for the first time. I am looking forward to watching my son play college football and getting my rooms painted and redone. I have plans to visit my oldest son in another month and a half. I am thinking of spending a long weekend in Florida with a friend. I have lots of friends and honestly for the first time, I really enjoy spending some time alone at home. My life has improved as I grow closer in my relationship with God. I am doing what I feel is right for me and what I feel led to do. So if you want to hear that I am not happy because I am standing for my marriage, you will be disappointed.

Last edited by ANewMe; 07/29/08 08:02 PM.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.