Hi YR,
Thank you for your support and opinion. I appreciate it very much.

I must say that I really don't have any gut feelings! I used to know H very well, but this sitch just changed everything.

Like you said, I also think that after so long I want to let him know my feelings.

I must say that it still hurts very much, and I really have not let go of H. But there really is no point in hoping he will come back anymore.

Take care.