Hey KJ - Great to see that you are feeling better. I just wanted to point out a post that I got from bworl on my thread last thursday. It was about me focusing too much on the negatives of the sitch and not the positives or the non-negatives. It helped me a lot.
In your sitch - One thing I would focus on is that he is still telling you he loves you and is still touching you and kissing you. I can tell you from my point of view - I would kill to have my W doing one or both of those right now. Those are some great positives to focus on for now. Other than that - was just checking in. Hope you are well - keep it up - you sound great!
M 43 W 44 M 17 T 22 S16,12,9 Bomb 2/05/08 I served her 1/06/09 S'd 3/15/09 D'd 12/21/09
"Tough times don't last, tough people do." --My Dad to me years ago, me to my boys now.