Thanks for the offer of a hug. I'll take a virtual one if that's what I can get!!
It just broke my heart that D4 realizes that there's something wrong and it has to do with mommy & daddy's love for each other. She sang a song to me last night too and it had that kind of a theme. Now, I know she picks up on song lyrics quick, but this was just odd.
I just hope when H does hit bottom that he has the strength to get back up again. He told me years ago when we were going through the last affair that he'd thought about killing himself. He told me that he was going to move to CA with his cousin and that the next thing I'd hear about him would be that he had snorted too much stuff and OD'd. He hasn't talked like that at all this time, but if things go further in the wrong direction, anything is possible.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day