Patience is a virtue.....

[pisces9]

i texted him last night just to say im was home and had a good time...he replied right away and said happy i had fun asked a few questions and told me about his race...
he also said he was sad and he almost cried saying goodbye to our cabin we are selling...i said here are plenty of new places to adventure to....

then he didnt reply bc he was on graveyard shift last night....

so im feeling very down today still...lonely and sad. i just hope he says he wants to come home...i was so happy after our connection last week that i wanted it all to be fixed ASAP..i know it doesnt and shouldn't happen that way....

i need good PMA....focus on all the baby steps and good things...

im sure he misses me a lot and he just needs to sort through whatever is in his head...