Leap of Faith on the Lake Erie Shore

[Neilh23]

ndsmhelp....i think i did too. i just texted W and told her she was welcome to come over for lunch with the 2d's. LOL.

altho it did provoke an "aha" moment a bit.....i've been down lately, and in the last 3 days i've asked W to dinner twice and today lunch. Why? Because, i think, i want to see her and spend time with her to become happy again. I'm relying on her to make me happy. I can't do that. THat's not what DBing is about..it's about figuring out what makes you happy...and not relying on someone else to do it.

my problem is that i'm not 100% sure what makes Neil happy. it always was just spending time with her and doing things for her (well, really doing things for myself, as i was doing stuff in my LL, not hers).

GALing, while good, really only works if it's something you enjoy doing...i think.....IDK...i'm a bit lost right now...