See karen, even you went through something kinda similar.
And your our Glinda
I think I even remember Sara seeing someone for a little bit. I'm sure just innocent. Maybe it was just over the internet. B had not contacted me for what seemed like a month. As far as I can recall, today's text is the first time that I initiated contact with her without out it being a response to her contacting me first. It did feel strange. Then out of the blue, she's calling me for lunch during the week and then the concert.
Man, it does something to my ego, though. You are right. I feel like I can run my hand over the fire with burning myself. Just asking for trouble though.
I don't NEED someone right now. I don't really WANT someone right now. Again, its my ego being fed that feels good. My very low self esteem. I don't feel like I've got a whole lot to offer to someone. I carry too much extra weight. Working on it. I'm getting old. Grey hair coming out like crazy.
Wow. What a catch.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."