I just want to call and say " hey want to see a movie?" but im walking a tight rope. Im told " hey i had a great time with ya" i think i will try tommorow. if she hates it so be it, if it drives her away for me to be even a friend so be it. Im kind of feeling done and if she isa driven away by me being a nice guy then why would I want her in my live? I lover its true and if I look at pics i tear up, but a lot of toimes latley its hard to want to keep fighting if everything I do is wrong.
