Last night I was thinking about what IMP said. Just let go already, or get over it already, something like that.
I kept saying to myself damn, I have let go so much, BUT.........
and i have detached so much BUT............
So I tried to zero in on what EXACTLY is keeping that BUT there.
And It is when X's actions hurts my kids.
I am stuck. I guess. When they hurt I hurt.
I have to find ways to detach from that too I guess.
I know that IMP has your best interest at heart.
I rememeber hearing things from him early on, and I would get sooo mad. I used to hear things from Happy, Oldtimer, and so many others and I would be like WTF are they talking about where do they get off?
And I can honestly say, everything they ever told me was sooo right. How can it not be? It is being the best you , you can be.
If I would of listened long ago, I would of saved myself much ranting and raving.
I guess my hard headed butt had to get to it in my time.
Just as you will get thru whatever you need to in your time. But just know that your time takes action on your part as well.
I do believe that you need to see your wonderful self thru your OWN eyes and not your H's.
He has no ownership in your happiness, he has no ownership in your wonderful life, he has no ownership in your anger.
It is all YOU!
God is with you every step of the way Sugar!
Live Simply Love Generously Care Deeply Speak Kindly Leave the rest to God
