I'm a little uptight today. In fact, bad enough that I sent t he W an email this morning asking how she was. Then another when I got the call that our wedding photo album has come in (it took 9 months to complete).

She hadn't answered and hadn't read it (return receipt is a wonderful thing), so I figured maybe she was off. I'm running a fairly tight schedule this week, so I called her because I want to go pick it up as this is really the only night this week I have time. She didn't pick up. So....a little later I texted her. Ugh...now that I look back at it....I pursued way too much.

Anyway...being the way I am today, I'm having a hard time with something. She didn't really take any pictures with her when she moved out, but she told me she does still want the wedding album. I want to ask her, but I'm not going to. Why does she want it??? Anyone else go through something similar? A WAW perspective would be really great here.


Me: 30
W: 27
Married: 9/2007
ILUBNILWU: 1/2008
W moved out 5/24/2008
W suicide 8/25/2009