PS - I cannot thank you enough for taking the time with me instead of just scolding me as others have. In my current mental state I could not take that. I cannot take the cliche's from everyone like get over it, etc.anymore. I want to be locked up in a rubber room but then the kids get taken away so I don't even get allowed the time to recover, life must go on no matter how I feel. It sucks.


Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9
Separated 90 days 6/28/05
H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv
Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now
H Filed for D 7/08