Last night I blew it big time. H called and I was feeling extremely angry over all the lies especially in the last month. All the anger came flooding out. I called him a liar and a cheater. I told him I've lost all patience with his lies. I went on and on. He said nothing (very typical reaction for him). I told him that the only way we can work on our M is if he moves back to our hometown, there is no other way. (He has actually brought this up a couple of times recently but on impulse.) He said very little throughout my rant. Words will no longer suffice. I'm prepared to go dark if I don't see steps taken on his part. We can't work on the M living this far apart - too much damage has been done.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
