You are sooooo better off without that guy. You just made a little mistake. Thank goodness there are no kids and this is an easy one to repair. This was just one of those big lessons. You have time, eventually you will find a great guy (hopefully no kids. You are still young enough to find plenty without them), date, emotionally connect, marry, enjoy time together and then have a wonderful family!
:-)
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
