Now I'm wondering if part of her is trying to push me away b/c she doesn't feel like she deserves to have me back. That she doesn't feel like it is right for me to change and her not to do so. It sure seems to me at times that she's trying to make me give up on her.
Highly doubtful. She can do no wrong, so why would she even consider that she doesn't deserve to have you back. As far as she's concerned, she could have you back at the snap of her fingers. You're thinking like a person that has done some introspection rather than like a woman that feels totally justified with however she treats you.
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You'll get her at noon because it is obviously more important for you to lift than to spend more time w/ your daughter."
And it's obviously more important for her to extract some form of revenge than let you spend more time with her. This gives me ugly flashbacks of the behavior of my first wife. I don't know about you, but I find that kind of manipulation pretty unattractive.
You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Dr. Wayne Dyer
