I found in myself that I still love my wife and am going to keep fighting until she divorces me if it comes to that. I found that she truly is lost in all of this and really has no clue. I have done alot IMO to give her what she is asking for with space and time and will continue doing that there will be times I slip but can only pick myself backup and keep going...
You can lead a horse to water but you can't make them drink...
