It's All I Can Do...

[Cinco]

One too many times, I fell over you
Once in a shadow, I finally grew
And once in a night I dreamed you were there
I canceled my flight from going nowhere

It's all I can do
To keep waiting for you...

Guess I'll just keep using song titles for my threads. The Cars lyrics to It's All I Can Do seem to fit how I feel right now.

Out of the shadows I finally saw that if I do the things within myself to make this a better marriage, it can be better. I had a dream about how it would be when I do make these changes. I stopped my running away from the problems in our relationship and faced them.

Now I'm waiting... Waiting for the changes in me to take hold so that she can see that they are real and lasting changes... Waiting for a sincere effort on her part... Waiting for true passion from her to return... I'm waiting for her... All I can do is to wait now and it's a very hard thing to do when you want your new life to begin right now.

Cinco