Real Life part 6

[Starshyne]

Well I am back from Disney. And since this thread is still here, I might as well lock it up before I make the move.

I had a really wonderful time. Who couldn't have fun at Disney. I am working on getting all of my photos together and will posting them on the flickr account sometime soon.

I did meet Mickey Mouse and many other characters and didn't care one bit that I am 31 and standing in line to get photos with them! I really enjoyed Epcot. Overall I had a nice time and it was so good to get away from the realities that I am facing with the divorce. I didn't cry one time while I was away. I guess I was too busy having fun.

Not so good part was that I hurt my foot while at Disney. I don't know what on earth I did, but it started to swell and turn purple! I think I bruised it really bad (it isn't hurting too much now). But I had to go to first aid in the Magic Kingdom and have my foot wrapped. I was hobbling around for days.

It was strange going on a vacation wtihout H. So many things I did and saw made me think of him and also made me sad that he wasn't there to share it with me anymore. We always had so much fun on vacations. I am working on making new memories for myself, but it still is a little sad. I had a strange moment once. I was throwing away my trash after I ate and suddenly went into a panic that I had thrown away my wedding ring. I haven't worn a ring since January 3, 2008. But I seriously had to convince myself that I didn't throw it away. I wish stuff like that would stop happening.

H filled up my answering machine while I was gone (he didn't know that I was leaving). He calls early this morning and seemed concerned about me. I told him that I had been out of town. He says he is moving into his new apartment and wants to get some of his things from the garage. He wants to move it out little by little. He doesn't understand that he will need a moving truck to get all his crap. Anyhow...I set up a time after his work for him to start getting it. I could hear the OW and her kids voices in the background. I hate that he is still with her. It is going to take awhile for me to be able to heal from the fact that he left me for HER. My wish for the future is that he leaves her and we are able to have a friendship. He wanted to know if I had a nice time on my trip (he didn't know where I went or anything). I simply said, "yes I had a great time." And got off the phone. I want to be friends with him, but not while he is still with her.

Sara