losing sunshine but gaining happiness either way

[LosingSunshine]

Thx Mike!

I am beginning to see and understand this. Even my L said why 50/50 if you can get something better. Of course I still have the history of my drinking which is what she is using for her extreme cruelty filing bout my L said that's a non issue right now...especially since I have quit for the most part...one minor backslide that will work in my favor actually plus she wrote the complaint all weird as if boy's the reason.

So my big goal today is to stop having compassion for her as that feeling is allowing me to feel guilty and scared.

Heading off to see my C. Should be a good talk.

Chris