I hope your H comes to his senses soon. I guess since he knows you guys are so far apart there's no way you can ever know what's going on. He has no idea that you have access to his email?
Maybe detaching completely will make him realize what a fool he's been. I guess that because you're always there for him he takes you for granted.
I'm sorry for him because not everyone has a spouse that has been as supportive as you have been. He doesn't truely realize how blessed he is.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
