About the ADs. My C explained to me that they're not supposed to eliminate the lows, just level them out so the lows aren't so low. In other words you can still feel depressed on ADs but shouldn't feel as bad.
About the dreams, I had a lot of them in the beginning. I believe we can learn a lot from them. Sounds like your subconscious knows what's going on with your W to some degree.
In your dream she kissed you (still loves you) but says she has to do this for her (to some degree they can't control what they are doing).
I think there are some truths there. Doesn't necessarily mean they will make this easier.
"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.
