Neil-

I know what you are feeling when you say you can't follow your own advice.

That nagging little bugger that tells us to "teach a lesson" when our W acts like that? Mine is anger. It's the feelings I'm suppressing due to this. They are my little gauge that tells me that I have work to do to improve, because otherwise, those thoughts wouldn't come to mind to make a snide remark.

You've been doing great so far. Maybe it's time for you and I to step up our game to the next level so that little things like this stop challenging us?


Me: 30
W: 27
Married: 9/2007
ILUBNILWU: 1/2008
W moved out 5/24/2008
W suicide 8/25/2009