H actually touched me today in a playful way - small step or just wishful thinking? I know he says he is here and just give him time, but still hard to get hopefull about it. Feeling better, I did not think about her too much today at all.

He is still moping but it seems just a little less I think. Me, I played with kids finished a scarf I was making, and trying to do more for myself.


Me 40 H 41
T17/M14
Sons 7 and 4
OW - yes for over a year
"I don't know what I want" 5/29/08