Lissie-

I can't tell you how much I respect you. You just seem so.... good. Yeah, that's it... good. And that will serve you well. I wish there was some magic pill to make this feel better, but maybe hearing from all the people who think you are special can ease the pain a bit.

And, thank you for posting. It is hard to keep struggling out in front of everyone. (I know, I have been here forever and just started a new thread). But, people need to see this stuff, too. Not just the busted divorces. This is the stuff we all learn from.

Take care, Lissie.

Pam