Marcums done

[LucasE]

Marcum! This still sucks! Patience is too hard. Two weeks. I wish there was something I could do. I am still in the same hell I was in the last time we wrote. I do have a story that helps me with patience. In 1981 my girlfriend left me for my best friend. I was devastated. Probably felt like I feel now. Anyway, I just heard that she is divorced again and would love to see me. 27 years later I can finally fix that broken heart. I have waited 8 months for W of 13 years. Perhaps we just need to relax and move on because we were good to them and they are going to need us again one day. This thought helps me a little bit. Not enough. Nothing ever seems to be enough. Keep living. Turn this into something good. A great opportunity to live. I am going to practice what I preach tomorrow. Not today. Today I feel the need to dwell in depression. Good luck. I'm watching out for you.