Dear MrsH....I have to say, that I was very impressed with your response to Imp...that post showed me that you have grown and are not afraid to speak your mind and give your opinions anymore ! Well done !
Whitelight...your post brought me to tears. I have to say though that there are many thngs I could have done better/different/with more attention to H's needs and with less 'tiredness'...I too tried changing everything when the bomb dropped. We were even together for 7 months and those months were wonderful, we seemed to have found each other again, but H kept saying, that he just 'didn't feel it anymore' that there was something missing.... I desperately tried to bring back what was missing...but after nearly 3 years now...I know that no matter what I do, it will not change anything...that which is missing is missing on his side...not mine. I know that now.
Lissie, hi
Snodderly...wow I never realized you were married 25 years. Unbelievable. I'm so sorry.
Had a great day today...kids played like kids, even D9 who's had such a hard time being a kid for so long....she laughed and played and threw herself in the little kids pool ! It was a joy !
H called the kids...he had been visiting an old friend for the weekend and waterskiing etc. I thought to myself...he would not be living the life he is living if he had a family...and he chooses his new life therefore, he truly did not want this life.
It's hard to imagine, but people want different things in life.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
