well two weeks and she hasent talked to me. his sucks. I am sooo afraid she is takeing this time to forget about me. since our last real contact was to tell me how nice a time she had with me i did call and ask her to a movie last week .. no responce so now im sticking to my guns and not calling, period.

she cant use the " your not trying so why should I" as I did make the last contact. I am working on me in a lot of ways, seeing friends a lot more and doing things I want to do. today is just a low day as i thought she might miss me a little. she has just throw away all of our good times and cant seem to find the want to bring them to mind.

one day at a time
M