Sawks, believe me, I have asked the same questions myself. If you get an answer, let me know!

It is all easier said than done, isn't it? I see how much weight my H has put on, he is exhausted, and how his face lights up when he sees me. And then...nothing. I wonder if we are ever supposed to understand this, or if it is one of life's many lessons we are supposed to get through without every really knowing the meaning.

(((sigh)))

But here is another hug (((Sawks))) because those always make everyone feel better!!!


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..