Suzanne,

I don't want the separation, a possible divorce, etc. But he says he is always going to be in my life. I think I just need to accept this and stay quiet. He knows how I feel; I'm sure I've made it clear.

Now, space, and lots of breathing. Backsliding is painful. I can't do that to him or me again. I have to work really hard to be strong.


Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.