That is so sad Alison; life really can be difficult can't it? I hope this helps you see, though, the strength that YOU really do have, to have kept going despite your terrible pain.
Re. the CS - isn't D18 still in f/t education? I gather that he's not paying anything for her anymore, or you wouldn't be equal. Does she work? Contribute to the household? Will he pay for her univeristy fees?
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