Well, this is my first "free" weekend. I'm trying to stay busy, and not be angry and hurt about the fact that my kids have not called me. I told H that I didn't want him to MAKE them call me, but I thought they would want to...........I have a sister in town and together with my mother and another sister are keeping busy.
I'm working on my letter to H. I'm anxious to get home and focus and get a rough draft finished to post for approval. I've decided that I have to let him know that I know about OW now, and am taking the advice of someone who's been there and am writing it out.
I also have a lot to keep me busy house wise. I think when I get through the letter and get the OW out in the open, I will be able to cope better. I'm pretty confident that H will continue to deny, but it doesn't matter.............
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
