Cmon on up for the Rising on the Lake Erie Shore

[Neilh23]

yep. must be something in the air.

i'm down today. almost as if i doubt things will ever get better than they are now....casual friends. it sucks.

does it get better? How many people's marriages actually survive this mess and get stronger?

i'm just feeling lost right now. I'm GALing later..church and a soccer game.....

it's just atht i miss her and want to tell her but am afraid of the response i'll get. not that that should matter, but why set myself up for something that could potentially hurt. on the otehr hand, she could say, hey, i miss you too. which hasn't been said yet.

so i don't know.