losing sunshine but gaining happiness either way

[jandn]

Our W's must be related. W did get a short haircut a few weeks ago, she said she looks like a boy. But the wedding night, yea was like pulling teeth for me and I even brought that up one time to her when I was PO a long time ago.

I can relate how much you want this but we still try to find reasons to validate why we dont so we can maybe move on. You are probably feeling the same way like most of the LBS not wanting to be with anybody else than you promised to be with while the WAW is more than likely already put us aside and told themselves its over and ok to be with another person whether that means dating or physically.