IMP, I'll get there at some point, I'm sure. For now I'm still growing. I'm like a 'diesel' slow and steady. I have told H this allready. I told him at one point I would be civil to the ow. Now the pain, anger and resentment, still seaps out to quickly. It would be a mistake, it would cause even more damage and I don't want that. I wish it was just a matter of restraint...but emotions, (things you are passionate about) make you do strange things... and I don't want anymore pain on either side. Especially not for the kids.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
