Extreme failure.

Put it this way. She bailed. Her kids were waiting for her. She text at 12.

I should have just not even responded. I tried calling. Just tell me what is going on. She doesn't answer.

Comes down to this. She is talking to someone.

I'm really out.

When she shows up at 20 to 1. I express my concerns. She says I'm the bad dad. I don't even call to see how the kids are doing.

I state: Sorry. I'm leaving you alone. I told them kids to call me all the time. They never do. I don't need to check on them every hour. If they are with you I know they are fine.

She throws it in my face that I was only with the kids for 12 hours. I like the single life. I don't care. You think I'm the bad mom and you call me a wh0re when I go out.

Sorry I never called you that.

Oh that is right you call me a C. No sorry I did that the other day and I apologized for that. I was trying to get a schedule with you to avoid nights like tonight.

In the driveway. She is in the car. I kiss the kids. She will not even roll down her window. It's 3/4. I tell her. I just want you to come home. She says. Right you just want me to come home. You don't care about the kids.

No (her name) I want my family home. I want my F'n family home.
She pulls away. The only thing I can do is shake my head.

Then I text her about a half hour later. I still want to be married. I love you. I love you kids.

Prayer isn't working.