I am so sorry for all of the pain you are going through... take care of yourself. Others understand and feel your pain... I have read enough posts now to know that you, that we, are not alone. The saddest thing is the grass is not greener and ending a relationship is not the solution... he just doesn't know or see that right now. Maybe he will one day, maybe he won't. I'm just sad that you have to hurt like this. Hang in there.
