Must be in the air. I'm having a downer day too. Nothing that really caused it, .....like you though, just wishing I could press the fast forward button. Hang in there. I'm just thankful we all have each other to talk to and prop each other up. Vent here, be sad here, and ROCK the DBing with him!! Maybe while you are there you could journal about your experiences. Maybe even WRITE to your H, and share it with him in the future when you are back officially together and everything is great! Write down all those feelings now so you don't forget!

Chris

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Me:39
H:39
D:8
D:4
M:9 (T 13)
Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08,
Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09
Still doing GREAT a year later!!!