Ms. Imp and her Magic Kumquat

[girlfromipanema]

Ms Imp, I am seeing your H as in the middle of a reality check about his choices. Where do you stand if he has a change of heart?

SBIM has some Syrian in him as well. Maybe the Syrian cancels out his Italian cassanova ways? Winky wink.

I'm 1/2 Sicilian and a mixture of English, Irish, German and French on my father's side. Apparently one of my distant relatives was Governor Hall of Tennessee (hear that, Mike?). He came from England to Virginia, I believe, and eventually fled an attack by American Indians (witnessing the scalping of his brother). He grew up to become Governor.

If my husband had a change of heart? I would strongly consider trying to make things work. Unfortunately, so much damage, pain and distrust exist in our relationship and I'm unsure if I have the fortitude to make things work. It's all I've wanted for many, many months (well, since mid-2006 really), but I've come to terms with the end of my marriage for the most part. It's so hard to think about. Today I've had the empty, lonely, broken feeling bubbling just below the surface. Not quite "depressed" but close.