Oldtimers: Return or not..what finally happened?

[Sanderika]

Hello Peace,

Just thought I would check in on you and see how you are doing today.

I have been thinking about you for the past few days now....

My H was here this am for 4 hours only to spend time w/ S on a dirt bike he bought him 60 days ago and this was the first time he came over to do anything with him with it. He left abruptly with just a "see ya later". I stayed away from them both for the most part. I wish he had not come at all. I would be better off right now having not seen him. All it did was remind me he doesn't want to be around me. I know if I decide to file my S and I would be better off.

I need to find the courage.....

I truly hope you are feeling well....

Sanderika