Remember, only Dan can say when Dan has had enough. I am glad to see you are seeing a C, and I think that will help to solidify things in your mind.
The anger is normal, and I think sometimes necessary. I have had dreams about beating the SH*T out of my H, and anyone else getting in the way. Somehow, the anger cleans your soul, and makes it easier to handle everything else. You know this is not your fault.
Now is the time to find you. You seem to be doing a great job of that, but you will be a better person regardless of the outcome of the sitch. You have been working hard.
If you think there is nothing left you can do to save the M, then it is time. But do not make any snap decisions, and be 100% sure before you do anything. It really will depend on what you want.
I have a friend who posed this question: do you want to be with your W because you believe if you aren't, you have failed, or because you think it is the right thing to do, or do you want your M because you truly are in love with your W?
Just something to think about...
Lola
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
