Just got back from painting awhile ago.....The guys' afraid of heights, so i got to do all the high stuff. fun.
ndsmhelp......LOL...yeah right. I went because i wanted to see the movie...which, i guess, is the essence of GALing and detaching. My W will be shocked too that i went by myself. She always said that's weird.
Not sure what i want to do tonite. might just stay home and read and watch the TV.
I miss my kids and my W. yes yes..i know..i know........ detach. but i dont' know if this is different.....like i said before, i miss them. its a normal feeling. its not like i NEED to see them. I WANT to see them..all three of them. Is there a difference? I think so.....
I hate painting and 3rd rung on the ladder is my limit.....I will never be a house painter, or a steel worker.
Yes, IMO missing, and wanting to see them is different than needing to see them.
With my "unhealthy attachment", I feel need, not want....you know what, I am feeling pretty screwed up today, but actually have the need to laugh about it and at myself.
Is that a good sign, or am I finally going over the edge?
Have you been over to my thread?....need a good laugh?
