No contact with her last night about the kids.

At 10 PM she text. R U out? I don't respond.

She text me at 12:30 PM today. Are you watching the kids while I work. I text back yes. She responds 20 minutes later ok.

She called today at 2. Kids don't want to leave her parents they stayed overnight. I asked if she went out last night.

She wouldn't say. She sounded all frazzled and miserable.

I said the deal was to bring the kids, bring them before you go to work. She says well your daughter wants to stay. No, you make them go with you.

Ok, well I gotta go. She sounds like she is in the crazy venom stage. I said wait. She says... What Ok, I'll bring them to you. I said you don't have to be all mean. I'm not. Ok. I'll talk to you later.

OK, I should not have asked if she went out last night.

Two, I should have never have taken that phone call at 2.

I felt down today. Woke up and all I could think about was her. Then I had to go to the store to get things I would normaly never get. She always took care of that stuff.

I can home and cried. I prayed. Then the 2 o'clock phone call.

Then I cried and prayed some more.

I called my Aunt she made me feel better.

Cleaning this house. I have a paper due tonight for school. I'm so overwelmed sometimes.

Please pray.