Well, I'm sitting here waiting for D2 to wake up from her nap, then we go into town to see H play in his football game. I did up my hair, and wearing a flattering outfit. All set. The bummer thing is his game is around the same time we are supposed to be at my friends house for a BBQ. So I don't think there will be a chance for lingering and talking aftewards. More like.. "great, thanks for inviting us. Bye"
Oh well. I can't even play the mysterious card, because he knows where we are going. Won't see him long tomorrow either. He's going to pick up the girls to take them to the show tomorrow, then they stay at his house tomorrow night. Should get to see him for a decent amount of time on Monday at least. Hopefully anyway.
I'm in that mode where I just want to say. "let's stop this crap and come home already" to him ,but I know I need to resist. I'm making progress, just got a job, feeling good.... need to let it ride, but man I'm tired of waiting.
He seemed excited for me with the job opportunity. Didn't seem bothered that it's part time for awhile and he couldn't guarentee full time for awhile (which obviously I need if we D). Makes me think he is rethinking too. HE was ADAMENT before that I needed full time, and NOW.
Progress?
Chris
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
