First Month of Separation, No Hope

[StrgMarvelousWmn]

MC--

I have not read through your entire thread, just this last page. I am going back to the beginning, but wanted to stop here at the end, first, and give you some words of encouragement.

I know it is devastating when you find that the life you have been living is being perceived as a lie by the person you have shared it with. You want to rail at everyone, but most especially at God, for destroying your dreams. I know, I did it.

My friend, you MUST turn to Him now, and seek comfort and guidance in his words. Our Lord does not wisdh for you to hurt yourself or someone else, he wants you to seek peace and unconditional love. I want you to find your Bible now and read Psalm 56. When I began posting to you, I was guided to this Psalm, most especially verse 11:

In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man can do unto me.

In all things praise Him, as He will always provide what you need.

I will be back after I read.

SMW