Hey, I'm so very sorry about all of it...that kind of rejection is horrible (I received the same for 18 months, it hurt so badly), and over time... well, I can understand your feelings.
Why do so few people seem to see how insidious porn is? I know it's had a big influence in my sitch too. GRRRRR.
Hey, I'm so very sorry about all of it...that kind of rejection is horrible (I received the same for 18 months, it hurt so badly), and over time... well, I can understand your feelings. 
