Trusting can you explain futher.. like I have to see the L in response to his petition-right? so even if we dont talk about it the D process, it is being done by the L Im not sure I want to fight him on D Maybe its better to do it..Its movement out of this mess for me I thinkI can finally start letting him really go all hope is fading..I need to go too Maybe its the only way H will know he made the right/wrong choice And if he made the right choiceor so he feels, he will not retuen anyway He can still come back I dont want things the same as they have been..maybe this will seperate us more he needs to move onif this is what he wants and he seems unwavering in his decision to NOT return I think he is done Thanks Glam peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
