The only problem I have right now is that there is no plan after the two week trial. I guess there is a hoop I need to jump through in order for her to want me back in the house, and I'm not sure what that hoop is. I know I was acting very unstable for the past few weeks and that was stressing her out alot. I'm not in that same place now, but not sure how she is going to gauge that. I guess interactions like the one we had today at the wedding will be her thermometer.
Ken, you are correct here. Stop worrying about his for now. Continue to do what you are doing.
I am very proud of the way you are handling things. I see many positives from the interaction you had with your W. We have talked some about triggers. Recognize what may be a trigger for for you and think about what may be a trigger fro your W. How you handle these triggers lots of times=how you handle the sitch..in other words, triggers(emotions) can lead to R talks..we want to stay away from that until your W is ready.
