Hi LR - Of course I remember you. Just know that I am praying for you. You are a wonderful and loyal person from what I can see. Pray for your husband that he won't get the eternal punishment he deserves. Not easy to do, but something we must.
If you remember, I am strongly in favor of standing for marriage and truly believe God wants us to be happy in this life. In so many ways the two don't seem compatible. But God's ways aren't ours and we have to trust in his will. Also remember that his timing is totally different from ours.
Your life may go through a fallow period, but you are young yet. Find out what you can do for others and your life will be fulfilled.
I hope that your father doesn't suffer too much. I remember that he had cancer. How hard it is to watch loved ones go through that.
