Thanks so much for the words of encouragement. This is so hard...sometimes it's hard to breath!
I guess I'm wondering....should I continue pursuing sex with him? I get all confused thinking...does he protest a little after sex because he's trying to see if I will give up and go back to my old self or does he really think it's a bad idea and I'm just being used for the moment??? Geeezz...this is crazy making!
